Here I am traveling at 300 meters per second. I’ll be home soon. On the way I’ll damage someone or something, and most certainly mangle myself in the process. But I can’t help it. I’m just a bullet.
She holds the gun loosely in her grip. She doesn’t understand fully the power she holds. She feels like she is holding a toy. It excites her. She likes the feeling of the molded plastic and forged steel in her hand. She doesn’t think of me. She doesn’t have real desire for destruction, just a craving for the complete. Holding a gun will do for now, but she wonders for how long.
She thinks, “What if I squeeze…just this once?” At the thought, she feels blood rush flowing to her shoulders and stomach. Finally, a moment she can feel. It is more than reason can bear. She is dizzy now, released from emptiness and fear. She becomes time. “Just this once…”
She hears no sound. She only feels the air disappear. A sharp pain shoots through her arm. The air returns, a crushing wave. As she reels backwards fullness returns to fear, this time wed to regret. The gun feels different in her hand now.
So, here I am traveling at 300 meters per second. I’ll be home soon. On the way I’ll damage someone or something, and most certainly mangle myself in the process. But I can’t help it. I’m just a bullet.







